{"id":76093,"date":"2024-04-10T09:13:42","date_gmt":"2024-04-10T09:13:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rdnews.al\/?p=76093"},"modified":"2024-04-10T09:13:42","modified_gmt":"2024-04-10T09:13:42","slug":"dritez-shprese","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rdnews.al\/index.php\/2024\/04\/10\/dritez-shprese\/","title":{"rendered":"Drit\u00ebz shprese"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ramadan M. Pasma\u00e7iu<\/strong><\/p>\n

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-39 vjet m\u00eb par\u00eb-<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Ai m\u00ebngjes sikur ishte i zhytur i t\u00ebri n\u00eb nj\u00eb drit\u00eb krejt tjet\u00ebr. N\u00eb qiell nuk shiheshin tejemban\u00eb re t\u00eb cekta, si t\u00eb djeshmen. Dhe dielli, megjith\u00ebse nuk dukej qart\u00eb, sikur l\u00ebshonte mbi bot\u00ebn nj\u00eb ndri\u00e7im t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm, sipas nj\u00eb perdeje t\u00eb grisur e t\u00eb palar\u00eb!<\/p>\n

Shkova, te Klubi i lagjes. Njer\u00ebzit i vinin filxhan\u00ebt n\u00eb buz\u00eb pa u ndjer\u00eb. Shikoheshin n\u00eb sy t\u00eb menduar dhe e ulnin kok\u00ebn shpesh.<\/p>\n

Banakierja e p\u00ebrlotur fshinte syt\u00eb me p\u00ebrpar\u00ebse.<\/p>\n

E njihja. I fola ngadal\u00eb e me keqardhje:<\/p>\n

– \u00c7\u2019t\u00eb ka ndodhur, Zenepe!?<\/p>\n

– Pse, nuk e ke marr\u00eb vesh!? – m\u00eb pyeti si e mekur.<\/p>\n

– Jo! Tashti sa dola!<\/p>\n

– Nd\u00ebrroi jet\u00eb shoku Enver! – m\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigj dhe u ngash\u00ebrye. – \u00c7\u2019na gjeti!<\/p>\n

Hapa syt\u00eb vetullmbledhur.<\/p>\n

– Jo, moj! \u00c7\u2019e tmerrshme! – i thash\u00eb i si i tronditur fort. – Mos\u00a0 e b\u00ebj k\u00e1fen fare! Ika!<\/p>\n

Shpejtova p\u00ebr n\u00eb institut. Lajmi trondit\u00ebs ishte komunikuar. I gjeta t\u00eb gjith\u00eb me pamje t\u00eb zymt\u00eb. Disa nga grat\u00eb qanin.<\/p>\n

– \u00c7\u2019qe kjo mynxyr\u00eb! – tha Sanija, llogaritarja, dhe kafshoi buz\u00ebn e poshtme. – Si ai nuk b\u00ebn m\u00eb n\u00ebna!<\/p>\n

Shok\u00ebt e shoqet e institutit sikur p\u00ebrpiqeshin t\u00eb dukeshin kush e kush m\u00eb i pik\u00eblluar e m\u00eb i helmuar se tjetri! Fytyrat e tyre – t\u00eb nxira. Heshtja – e p\u00ebrbindshme gjithandej! Nuk ndihej kurrfar\u00eb z\u00ebri e sikur asgj\u00eb nuk l\u00ebvizte. Ndonj\u00ebri sikur sforcohej t\u00eb rrinte vetullngrysur e goj\u00ebmbyllur. Nga grat\u00eb kishte t\u00eb atilla, q\u00eb shtr\u00ebngoheshin t\u00eb nxirrnin lot me zor.<\/p>\n

Por, kulmi i shtirjes s\u00eb njer\u00ebzve shp\u00ebrtheu t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, n\u00eb homazhet.<\/p>\n

Vargu i gjat\u00eb, i gjall\u00eb e i pand\u00ebrprer\u00eb vinte nga Sheshi \u201cSk\u00ebnderbej\u201d me p\u00ebrngjasimin e nj\u00eb gjarpri t\u00eb st\u00ebrmadh e t\u00eb goditur p\u00ebr vdekje, q\u00eb mezi sa zvarritej ngath\u00ebt p\u00ebr t\u2019u zhdukur zgavrave t\u00eb err\u00ebta. Njer\u00ebzit t\u00eb lodhur ktheheshin djathtas ngadal\u00eb – ngadal\u00eb p\u00ebr te Presidiumi i Kuvendit Popullor dhe kalonin t\u00eb rreshtuar p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb fundit p\u00ebrpara komandantit.<\/p>\n

Gra e plaka, kur arrinin pran\u00eb arkivolit t\u00eb zbuluar, ul\u00ebrinin dhe shkulnin flok\u00ebt! Ndonj\u00ebr\u00ebs, madj\u00e9, i binte t\u00eb fik\u00ebt! Shoqet e kapnin nga krah\u00ebt dhe e t\u00ebrhiqnin tutje. Thoshje se shumica e grave lebetiteshin si p\u00ebr t\u2019u sh\u00ebnuar p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb p\u00ebrpara kamerave me at\u00eb dhimbje t\u00eb pakufishme p\u00ebr udh\u00ebheq\u00ebsin!<\/p>\n

U \u00e7udita edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb, kur pash\u00eb Floresh\u00ebn n\u00eb kronik\u00ebn e lajmeve t\u00eb televizionit. Ishte daktilografiste n\u00eb Sht\u00ebpin\u00eb Botuese t\u00eb Librit Shkollor. Me tre f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl. Me at\u00eb rrog\u00eb q\u00eb merrte mezi sa i ushqente. M\u00eb pyeste gjithnj\u00eb n\u00ebse kisha ndonj\u00eb material p\u00ebr ta shtypur n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi jasht\u00eb orarit.<\/p>\n

Vura re se Floresha po ndukte faqet duke qar\u00eb, duke klithur e duke e goditur kok\u00ebn me grusht, teksa kalonte p\u00ebrbri trupit pa jet\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb ndierit! Dhe isha i bindur se ajo, si sa e sa t\u00eb tjera, shtyheshin n\u00eb at\u00eb vaj nga tmerri prej sigurimit t\u00eb shtetit, q\u00eb ishte i pranish\u00ebm ngado. Ndaj dhe b\u00ebnin \u00e7mos, si besnike t\u00eb patundura t\u00eb partis\u00eb, t\u00eb tregonin sa shum\u00eb e kishin dashur udh\u00ebheq\u00ebsin e lavdish\u00ebm. M\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbajturit ngush\u00ebllonin nj\u00ebri – tjetrin serioz\u00eb:<\/p>\n

\u201cTa kthejm\u00eb dhimbjen n\u00eb forc\u00eb, shok\u00eb!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cT\u00eb na rroj\u00eb partia, shok\u00eb!\u201d<\/p>\n

Kurse fjal\u00ebt e s\u00eb ves\u00eb, shoqes Nexhmije, \u201cNa e la partin\u00eb t\u00eb fort\u00eb!\u201d, p\u00ebrs\u00ebriteshin shpesh si refren dhe krenarisht me cilindo, q\u00eb i zgjaste asaj dor\u00ebn gjith\u00eb pik\u00ebllim.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb dit\u00ebt q\u00eb erdh\u00ebn m\u00eb pas, grat\u00eb nuk vishnin m\u00eb rroba me ngjyra kur shkonin n\u00eb pun\u00eb. Edhe buz\u00ebt me t\u00eb kuq nuk i lyenin. Por, edhe t\u00eb qeshnin, dukej se pat\u00ebn harruar! \u00c7\u2019frik\u00eb!<\/p>\n

N\u00ebpun\u00ebsit nuk dukeshin n\u00ebp\u00ebr kafenera gjat\u00eb orarit zyrtar, si\u00e7 e kishin zakon. Mblidheshin pran\u00eb televizor\u00ebve e radiove, q\u00eb kumbonin me lloj – lloj programesh p\u00ebr rolin e paz\u00ebvend\u00ebsuesh\u00ebm t\u00eb udh\u00ebheq\u00ebsit t\u00eb madh p\u00ebr \u00e7lirimin e Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb nga armiqt\u00eb nazifashist\u00eb e tradhtar\u00ebt e vendit! P\u00ebr mbrojtjen e diktatur\u00ebs s\u00eb kllas\u00ebs pun\u00ebtore! P\u00ebr lul\u00ebzimin e atdheut dhe t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb popullit!\u2026<\/p>\n

Njer\u00ebz madh\u00ebshtor\u00eb si Ai, thuhej n\u00ebp\u00ebr emisionet televizive, lindnin nj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb pes\u00ebqind vjet.<\/p>\n

Gazetat \u00e7do dit\u00eb – t\u00eb mbushura me kujtime, q\u00eb ngrinin lart lavdin\u00eb e Enver Hoxh\u00ebs, me pjes\u00eb nga veprat e tij largpam\u00ebse, me krijime poet\u00ebsh e shkrimtar\u00ebsh kushtuar udh\u00ebheq\u00ebsit\u2026<\/p>\n

Edhe n\u00eb revistat p\u00ebr f\u00ebmij\u00eb, me urdh\u00ebr nga drejtoria e shtypit dhe e propagand\u00ebs e komitetit q\u00ebndror, u shtuan papritur, si k\u00ebrpudhat pas shiut, poet\u00ebt e vegj\u00ebl! Plot vjersha e proza t\u00eb shkurtra shprehnin dashurin\u00eb e tyre t\u00eb thell\u00eb dhe mir\u00ebnjohjen e p\u00ebrjetshme p\u00ebr xhaxhin Enver!<\/p>\n

Komiteti q\u00ebndror i partis\u00eb doli me vendime t\u00eb m\u00ebdha!<\/p>\n

Universitetit t\u00eb Tiran\u00ebs i vihej emri \u201cEnver Hoxha\u201d!<\/p>\n

Organizata e f\u00ebmij\u00ebve nga 7 deri n\u00eb 14 vje\u00e7 do t\u00eb quhej nga at\u00ebher\u00eb e mbrapa: \u201cPionier\u00ebt e Enverit\u201d!\u2026<\/p>\n

P\u00ebrmendore t\u00eb madh\u00ebrishme do t\u00eb ngriheshin n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb, Gjirokast\u00ebr e n\u00eb vende te tjera t\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb, n\u00ebp\u00ebr sheshe e n\u00eb oborre uzinash e fabrikash, n\u00eb muzeume e ambiente institucionesh! M\u00eb i madhi monument do t\u00eb ishte ai n\u00eb sheshin kryesor, n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb kryeqytetit!<\/p>\n

Nj\u00eb l\u00ebvizje e gjall\u00eb e t\u00ebr\u00eb popullit dhe e partis\u00eb shp\u00ebrtheu n\u00eb t\u00eb katra an\u00ebt!<\/p>\n

T\u00eb gjith\u00eb – radh\u00ebshtr\u00ebnguar p\u00ebr ndarjen nga jeta t\u00eb t\u00eb lavdishmit e t\u00eb pavdek\u00ebshmit udh\u00ebheq\u00ebs!<\/p>\n

T\u00eb gjith\u00eb – ta kthenin dhimbjen n\u00eb forc\u00eb!<\/p>\n

T\u00eb gjith\u00eb – n\u00eb sulm, si nj\u00eb trup i vet\u00ebm, p\u00ebr fitorje t\u00eb reja!<\/p>\n

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Nj\u00eb djalosh nga fisi im erdhi e m\u00eb takoi n\u00eb nj\u00ebr\u00ebn nga ato dit\u00eb.<\/p>\n

– S\u2019po marr vesh \u00e7\u2019po b\u00ebhet! – m\u00eb tha. – Ramiz Alia, burr\u00eb si gjysm\u00eb gruaje duket v\u00ebrtet, por sikur po ia \u00e7on gjer n\u00eb qiell namin Enver Hoxh\u00ebs!<\/p>\n

Ia ktheva duke qeshur.<\/p>\n

– Vet\u00ebm ashtu mund t\u00eb mbahet n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb. Nuk thot\u00eb kot gruaja e t\u00eb ndjerit: \u201cNa e la partin\u00eb t\u00eb fort\u00eb!\u201d<\/p>\n

– Ah, pantera e zez\u00eb!<\/p>\n

– Po do t\u00eb vij\u00eb dita, – shtova un\u00eb, – kur do t\u2019i rr\u00ebshqas\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka nga dora Ramiz Alis\u00eb! Sado skile q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb, e sado krime q\u00eb mund t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb bashk\u00eb me panter\u00ebn, nuk do ta p\u00ebrmbajn\u00eb dot t\u00eb ardhmen! Prita e dig\u00ebs tashm\u00eb ka marr\u00eb kris\u00eb! Do t\u00eb \u00e7ahet ajo shum\u00eb shpejt! E kush mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb forc\u00eb t\u2019i v\u00ebr\u00eb gjoksin shp\u00ebrthimit t\u00eb vrullsh\u00ebm t\u00eb ujit t\u00eb rr\u00ebmbyer! Ndalet ai!? T\u00eb p\u00ebrlan e t\u00eb v\u00eb p\u00ebrpara si lumi rrozgat!<\/p>\n

Heshta p\u00ebr pak, buz\u00ebqesha dhe i thash\u00eb prap\u00eb:<\/p>\n

– Mos e harro kurr\u00eb at\u00eb fjal\u00ebn e vjet\u00ebr: \u201cKur vdes tirani, vdes tirania!\u201d<\/p>\n

Ai m\u00eb shtr\u00ebngoi dor\u00ebn, mori frym\u00eb thell\u00eb dhe fytyra iu mbush me drit\u00eb.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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